Wednesday, October 10, 2012

bent outward


Assalamualaikum

today i loosened up my new ankle cast 
i went for a shower, and when i wanted to wear the cast again
i felt something wrong with my left foot
it looked weird
when i took a closer look
oh my...
it really was... weird
i don't know how to describe it

at the side of my left foot, it looked like my bone bent outward 
i showed it to my friend, she said maybe it looked like that due to the ankle cast
seriously, it was kind of creepy...and weird
i just checked my foot, and it still look like that, maybe less
hahahah...
creepy..weird...
and i really hope this wont be permanent


can't wait to get this ankle cast off meh!!!

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

Break a leg!!! Good Luck maybe?


Assalamualaikum
It’s 10pm, still early, guess I’ll sleep early too tonight

Been in the lab from 8am to 5 pm almost every day for my Final Year Project
When I reached my room, usually I’ll pass out
It’s tiring, but doing the experiment was unexpectedly fun
Seriously… I get to know more things
And…
My friends even said, whenever they walk by the room that have the oven
They’ll see me in that room
Hahaha..

I’m doing biopolymer as drag reduction agent for my final year project
Basically, I’ll use the leaves of banana and synthesized it
Later it will be tested in both water and crude oil
Hopefully I will be able to finish my experiment before the mid-sem break

banana leaves after being grounded


And my experiment is slowed down due to my broken ankle
I broke it while playing futsal
Aiyoyoyo… ni la yg tjadi kalo bajet diri tu mcm zidane


For the first week I use cane to walk
Now I can walk without using the cane but sometimes it hurts
(background song= 2NE1-it hurts)

During the first week, there was almost no moment that I didn’t feel pain
And it got worse while doing the experiment
I didn’t want to take the painkillers, but I did take once, unfortunately

And it got really really worse when I have to walk from pocket c to Block 17
to perform prayer and lunch
so right now, I went to the lab via my motorcycle
it hurts to shift the gear, but it’s better than to walk that far

something funny happened today
I got class from 12-1 and 2-4.
So between that, I took a nap, about at 1.30pm
I planned to wake up at 1.45pm, but I did at 2pm!!!
I forgot about my ankle, rushed to perform Zohor prayer,and rushed to
the motorcycle.

Completely forgotten about the ankle

when I arrived at the class, my bandage was in mess
my leg was half-casted, so the rest is just bandage
and I could feel “something” between my ankle
don’t know how to describe it, but it was kind of painful at certain times

this Thursday I will undergo another x-ray,
to check my ankle condition
I’m hoping I don’t have to wear this cast anymore

tongkat sejati

tada!!!!!

tadaaa tadaa!!!

and most of the times, it itches so much!!! 
so the result is:

whose leg is that!!!
i already removed the cast for three times, took a full shower, the put it back on
usually, when i'm having the cast on, i have to cover it with plastics to take a shower...
so troublesome.



Tuesday, September 4, 2012

sape sangka kan? (dedicated to Hanisah Muhd Shah)


Assalamualaikum

Dh nk dekat setahun xupdate blog
gmbar2 dlm blog abis semua terpadam secara xsengaja
The last time I updated my blog was about my first week internship experience
After that, I guess I lost the mood to write

But tonight is special
Tonight I dedicate this post to one of my friend
Hanisah Muhd Shah FB Hanisah

She is my friend back in MRSM KT
Dia kelas 5A, aku 5B, and dia ni best student sekolah aku
Pandai, rajin, and paling best xkedekut ilmu
Mintak dia ajar something, lebih dr ape yg kita tnye dia ajar
Pegi mane2, xlekang buku di tgn
Gaya tutur cakap, innocent je

Haishhh… still mcm susah nk percaya
Dlm kepala still replay kenangan2 zmn sekolah dgn dia

Pernah ckp dgn dia, waktu tu before interview MARA utk ke Russia
Kalo dpt pegi same2, mesti bes kan
Tp aku xpegi, ayah aku lg prefer engineering kat negara sendiri

Aku xrapat dgn dia, tp selalu study dgn dia
Aku skrang ni tgh exam week
Blk abis exam td, tgh gile2 xdpt jwb, bukak fb, tsentap

Dlm kepala aku skrang ni asyik teringat
Time2 aku study dgn dia dulu..
Selalu melawak dgn dia
“nisa, kena skor subjek ni, sbb kita kan nk pegi Russia”
“nanti kalo kite g sane, kite geng ar”
“xsabar nye nk smbung stadi medic kat sane dgn nisa”
“ler, jgn riso, kite kan nanti pegi Russia same2”

Tu la ayat2 aku selalu gurau dgn dia
Ayat2 yg buat aku dgn dia same2 lg kuat bersaing utk dpt the best score
Sayu hati ble igt blk time2 tu
terasa mcm tcucuk2 je dada ni
fuhhhh.... kenangan lama...

Sape sangka kan?
Mcm tu je dia pergi
Sakit dada nk menerima
Sape sangka kan?
Xdpt balas jasa dia, hnye mampu berdoa semoga Allah rahmati beliau
Hanisah baik orgnye

Aku still xbpe kuat nk bce Yaasin smpai abis
Air mata xbenti mgalir, bacaan pun jd xbpe jelas

Thank you for everything, Hanisah
Seriously, thank you.

ini link berita pasal accident dia 
in english accident news




Saturday, October 8, 2011

1st week intern at MMHE


Assalamualaikum...

done my 1st week of internship...everybody ended their 1st week yesterday, guess i'm the only one who works on saturday..but it's only for half day only..
what shud i comment on 1st week...hmmm

1st day
report to HR... nek moto g sane..1st time so agak nervous... dgn org bwk moto,keta,lori cm harommm, i guess i should just tolerate with that... cz ble pkir blk, aku pun bwk moto cm harommm



1st day was the most awkward day.. stress stress...
seriously... muka ketat, senyum ketat, sme nye ketat2...cm kena suntik botox

HR bwk aku ke ofis Gumusut Kakap...jauh gak..kalo bese aku jalan, 20 minit jalan br smpai...



smpai je sane, jmpe kak lydia dulu... seikhlas hati aku ckp, smpai skrang aku gerun dgn dia... heeeeee..... Sv aku time 2 kat site

so aku duk kat meja aku, kak lydia bg satu manual ape bnda satu bnda harommm aku xphm suh aku baca...

so aku baca la... or buat2 baca...sbb time 2 aku saket perot sbb neves..

then SV aku dtg... hik2... comel  Sv aku ni...



ble aku tgk dia, somehow rasa cm penah nmpak dia ni..smpai skrang aku xdpt kesan memori aku penah jmpe dia ke x before dia...

nama SV aku kak mimi... nama pun dh cute..



dia introduce aku kat most of the collegue, and ckp aku ni adik jimmy...hohoho

1st day aku dh wat bnda2 memalukan dpn dia.. seyes blk 2 rasa nk masukkan kepala dlm mangkuk tndas jiran sebelah...(kenapa jiran sblah lak??muahahah)



blk 1st day aku rasa stress sgt2... stress smpai aku xsdar bpe lama aku dlm shower duk tmenung stress... sdar2 org dh azan..reason why aku rasa stress, is because.....


jeng3x....ok, ignore about dat..

2nd day

excited dpt coverall baru...

kamera hp dh nazak... mulut muncung tahan bersin


ikut kak mimi (sekali ag aku nk ckp dia ni cute) g weekly safety meeting... wow.. rmai nye org dlm bilik 2...then nmpak kwn jimmy burn a.k.a abg fathi dlm meeting 2... hihihi.

then aku wat keje smalam... sbbkan smalam tu aku wat keje cm hampas sbb pengetahuan microsoft excel aku cm hampas, so mlm sebelum 2 aku google tutorial excel... so 2nd day was a bit better


aku seriously fail bab2 excel ni...tp alhamdulillah 2nd day ni pas tgk video2 tutorial aku leh wat sket2..gle noob aku nih..noob pun x noob cmni...

then aku tlg kak mimi kira FW dm piping diagram... byk gak..

3rd day

sambung kira FW dlm piping diagram... urgent utk meeting kak mimi nanti
then kak mimi g meeting...pastu aku xtau nk wat pe dh.. 



kak shida bg aku hydrotest package testing manual suh aku baca sbb ksian tgk aku boring sgt... 

4th day

ape aku wat ek 4th day..jap2..pkir2 jap.. erk... hilang ingatan..

ha..time ni la aku rasa agak takut...

aku seriously xtau ada project safety induction hari 2..kalo aku xpegi, so aku xleh g site..so pagi 2 aku xwat pape, just kira balik FW kak mimi bg 2 kot2 aku slah kira

kak mimi blk dari site, tgk aku xg safety induction.... then.... 



time 2 aku kecut perut gle... erk... saya..ketakutan... 

seb bek dia xmarah sungguh2... time 2, aku rasa nk g rendam kepala dlm mangkuk tndas ag..sbb ari 2 aku g safety meetng time selasa ari 2 dia ada bg jadual kat page blakang skali pasal jadual safety induction tp aku xperasan... kalo ada mangkuk tndas sbelah aku time 2 mmg aku nk terjun dlm 2... terasa diri sgt le bangang time 2...



ok, time 2 stress sbb lalai x baca page blakang sekali... kak mimi lak br blk site ada problem so mood dia xbpe ok... tp one moment later dia cm bese... fuhh... bdebor aku time 2..



one thing bes psal kak mimi ni is kalo aku xphm pape dia terang satu2.. even aku xphm bnda ape ygdia terang 2, at least i got the basic idea...



ptg 2 ikut kak mimi g meeting kul 5.. bes nye meeting kat mmhe ni is dpt mkn free.. weehooo..ptg 2 berebut karipap dgn en said jamal... hahah..muka cm aaron aziz wooo...
time meeting 2 jugak la aku blaja term baru..KB..hahah.. xleh diapplikasikan dlm perbualan harian



5th day

time rehat aku dpt kol dr shark... tkejot gle... time hp berbunyi igtkan bomoh yg kol sbb no pnjang bebeno..haha..thanx shark

time rehat aku tgk cte jepon kak shida bg..bes gle cte 2..lawak lak 2..hero ensem..hiyuk2...

5th day ni wat keje2 tlg kak mimi... excel ag... kak mimi pun baik ajar aku satu2.. fuhh...
6th day

kapal tentera lekiu 2 dh xda..ces..br nk naik...

and ari ni jugak la aku wat bnda memalukan ag... try masuk ikut pintu blakang tp pintu 2 kena ada pass... hahah..wat malu je pintu xleh bukak 



ari ni xbyk keje sgt...kak mimi ckp isnin dia cuti...hoho..tp isnin nanti aku g safety induction 2...and dia bg keje sket2 utk aku wat isnin ni

tumpang kete dia g ke main gate..syes comel anak kak mimi nih...comel sgt2.. hahah... putih melepak... dh suara pun cute cm dlm cte kartun...




________________________________________________________________________

begitukah cerita 1st week intern aku... can't wait for 2nd week as i can go 2 d site after attending the safety induction. cant wait 2 learn new things. hope iwont do stupid embarassing things again..stess stress stress

ari2 wat bnda2 memalukan... kali ni nk masukkan kepala dlm kolah lak... xmau ar mangkuk jmban..

just nk share gmbar2 aku tgkap kat mmhe ni... ni pun org tgk aku semacam sbb tgkap gmbo..so tgkap sket2 je











Wednesday, August 24, 2011

kembar? sape kak piah ni?


Assalamualaikum

hari ni mmg hari dlm sejarah...
sbb hari ni aku jmpe kembar aku
thanx to nur hazwani mohd jamal, aku jmpe someone yg GLE SEIRAS!!!

ni ha gmbar dia
gmbar ni aku xedit ape2 langsung
ni lak gmbar jarak jauh buku masakan kak piah ni


ini bukan prank, bak kata linda

and ni salah satu gmbar aku pakai bj kurung kesukaan aku... gmbar lain xbpe nmpak muka sgt..xjmpe cari gmbar full aku pakai bj ni... yg ni je yg paling jelas

xjmpecari lak gmbar aku pakai bj ni full..br tukar laptop nye pasal

and if u put those two pictures together,side by side, u get

kak piah and kak doyan

mula2 aku dpt gmbar ni, aku br pas solat asar... wani puran bg... mula2 aku gelak, pndai bdk ni edit gmbar aku berlatar belakangkan makanan...tau la aku ske mkn byk...

tp ble aku tgk btol2, eh, ni bkn aku...time 2 mmg gelak smbil guling..kain telekung xabeh bukak ag... 

utk puas ati ag, aku transfer ke laptop, kasi terang sket..lg la aku gelak cm org gle... adik aku tgk, dia gelak cm org xbtol dh....

so aku upload kat fb...

reaksi sorg2 mmg xleh bla...

ni komen2 diorg







aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

ini bkn main2..ini btol2... muahahahha

aku pun tergerak nk cari buku dia ni
so aku google
dpt ni


aku komen kat situ..muahahahha

seyes, selama ni aku igt syakila iksan la org yg paling hmpir muka nye dgn aku
ooh...jiwa aku xtenteram tetibe...

adik aku td still gelak2 tgk gmbar ni...

mama ckp, setiap org ada 7 kembar... dh jmpe dua...

sakit kepala gelak byk sgt...chow dulu... nk google pasal kak piah

Friday, June 17, 2011

nantikan twilight versi utp

Assalamualaikum….
maybe korg rasa tajuk post aku kali ni xda kena mngena langsung dgn post aku, tp baca dulu smpai abeh...hahahah
kisah pengalaman aku paling horror jmpe dentist
Sakit itu penghapus dosa… 2 je cara aku motivate diri aku skrang ni…
Gusi aku dh start bengkak sejak seminggu lalu… aku igt 2 bnda bese sbb setiap bln, mesti gusi aku ni bengkak… kalo tsalah mkn, for example tgigit tulang kat bhg gusi 2, cnfirm bengkak… tp bese dua tiga hari dh susut… kali ni, gusi 2 mcm malas nk susut lak… duk bengkak lama2 smpai nasi pun aku xleh mkn…
so disebabkan aku ni org melayu yg sgt la suka nasi, baru sehari xmkn nasi rasa mcm kebuluran, aku pun beranikan la diri g jmpe dentist. 


tp sebelum 2 aku google dulu klinik gigi kat sri iskandar ni kat ne..  so jmpe la satu blog ni.. dia ckp aa satu klinik kat dkt2 sabila 2… klinik pergigian norazleen.
tp yg horror nye, aku bca blog dia, dia ckp kwn dia kena potong sket gusi dia…

potong gusi??? aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…. biar btol… trus xmau g dentist.
mama aku kol tnye dh ok ke x gusi, suh gak aku g dentist…
time 2 aku pkir, takut weh kalo dia potong gusi aku… 

so pada 16 jun, aku pun g la klinik 2… mula2 g dia ckp tgh ramai org so dia suh wat appointment kul 5.30 ptg… ok… kena tahan sakit smpai ptg
tgh hari 2 aku lapo sgt2… so aku masak roti telur… roti 2 aku rndam dlm telur biar lembik sungguh… tp xjd sgt… hahaha… yg pelik nye, jd crunchy… hahaha
aduh, time 2 serba salah… xnk mkn, perot lapo gle xmkn nasi, tp kalo mkn, mmg makin disaster la gusi aku.. so aku mgambil langkah alternative…


makan smbil tgk cte KUNGFU PANDA!!!!

comel kan baby po

hahaha… at least kalo sakit xterasa sbb cte 2 lawak…
yo yo o je…


so, kul 5.15ptg aku merempit g klinik 2, kul 5.27ptg smpai… heheheheh
jeng3x…
jantung aku rasa bdebar nk mampus… mmg aku dpt rasakan gusi aku akan dibuang…apa2 pun, aku bserah kpd Allah… Kalau itu yg terbaik


ble aku masuk bilik dentist 2, wow.. comel nye dentist ni… muka penyayang…
dentist kat situ leh senyum2, nape nurse2 kat situ muka ketat2?


so aku duk la atas kerusi 2… bila dia turunkan kerusi 2 and aku dlm posisi berbaring, mcm klaka la plak sbb alas kepala kerusi 2 cm tinggi sgt..
aku ni pendek so kepala aku sentuh sket je bhg alas kepala 2… lawak weh.. kerusi 2 mmg anti org pendek…xmboh kawang…


Doc-“sakit ape”
Aku-“gusi sakit…dh seminggu lebih”
Doc-“bukak mulut ye”
dia cek2 mulut aku, then beliau pun berkata
“gusi awak ni dia terlebih smpai cover gigi. sama ada awak buang gusi 2 or..”
Aku- “atau ape?”
Doc-“actually 2 je caranye”
Aku-“kalo buang gusi 2 doc charge bpe”
Doc-“sekali dgn ubat rm60”
Aku-“okeh..sakit x doc” (smbil mata aku berkelip2)
Doc-“eh..x2..nanti saya bg ubat bius” –dia tgelak jap tgk muka aku ketakutan


oh my… akhirnye mmg kena buang gak gusi aku nih… aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

kena gak buang gusi aku ni...

dia suh gak aku cuci gigi so aku angguk je la… muka aku time 2 ketat sgt2 sbb ketakutan… doc 2 senyum je tgk aku. dh besar pun nk takut2 ag


masa dia letak ubat bius 2, sedapnye!!! rasa mcm makan jem anggur…
sedapnye pasal aku g telan ubat bius 2… hahahahah.. xpasal2 tekak aku rasa kebas… tp nk wat cmne..ubat 2 sedap sgt…


sementara nk 2ngu ubat bius 2 amek kesan, doc 2 bukak youtube dulu…
sempoi x? dr jauh cm cte korea… muahahahahah


then doc 2 dtg balik kat aku… dia ambik satu tool dia, then tnpa sebarang warning, dia toreh gusi aku yg bwh gigi ujung sekali 2… 

gmbar hiasan

oh my god!!!!!! time 2 aku genggam jari2 aku, kaki aku pun terangkat sbb terkejut and kesakitan… pas dia toreh 2, dia cm letak balik tool dia tu… then dia amek tool dia 2 balik… aku time 2 dlm hati… Plz don’t..plz don’t..not again…
yg ni pun xabeh sakit ag..plz..plz..plz…

aku xsure mne satu tool dia pakai tp bilah tool yg dia pakai 2 kecik and nipis cmni... 


mcm ni ada gak kot... bygkan la korg amek bnda ni then toreh gusi korg..


oh my…sekali ag , dia toreh.. time 2 aku xigt belah mne dia toreh sbb time 2 aku dh nangis2…aku ni lembik sket so mmg le cpt nangis

kalo ikutkan hati nk je aku nangis cmni

Doc- “kumur jap ye dik”


time aku kumur 2… aik…dia toreh, tp mne darah…so aku kumur ag.. then time 2…kame hame ha ko… darah mung…hahahah… 


dlm kepala terbyg nasi ayam mak aku,kehenseman taeyang, kealiman abg Om...
semuanye nk alihkan minda aku dr terus ketakutan…


Doc-“saya cuci gigi awak dulu la ye br buang gusi 2”


tq doc… saya pun xready ag nk mnmpuh kesakitan
so dia cuci la gigi2 aku… ngilu gak time 2…


ble dia dh abeh cuci2, it’s the minor surgery time!!!!!
dia amek tool dia yg td (yg dia toreh2 tu) , dia wat ape ntah dlm mulut aku…


Doc-“sakit x ble saya wat cmni?”
Aku-“saya xrasa pape pun”
Doc-“ok..saya start ye”


ntah ape dia wat pastu pun aku kurg pasti sbb mmg xrasa ape2..time 2 aku pkir,
mmg kena toreh kot baru xrasa pape…


aku just perhati gerak geri tgh and jari2 dia… fuyyooo.. hebat ar…
then aku terpandang reflection kat visor yg dia pakai.. aku nmpak gusi aku berdarah2… aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…. pehal la aku g pndang reflection 2!!!!
suction yg nurse 2 pegang pun leh nmpak darah aku kena sdut2…


aku jenis penakut sket tgk darah so time 2 mmg aku duk pkir nasi ayam mak aku, taeyang, abg Om,adik aku, kwn2 aku…mcm2…


lama gak dia nk potong gusi 2 sbb gusi yg belakang skali so susah sket…
mulut aku pun dh lenguh nganga lama sgt.. dia asyik duk suruh aku bukak mulut luas ag… aku pun xsdar kdg2  sbb lenguh dh time 2…


pastu dia amek tweezer… dia wat kluar cebisan gusi yg kena potong 2…
tbeliak mata aku tgk cebisan gusi 2… pnjang nye!!! fuyyooo..hebat ar doc ni…


pstu dia amek benang, ble nmpak mata jahitan yg agak2 cm mata kail 2, aku hnye mampu tgelak… rilex2..xsakit…
sian gak kat doc 2…sbb ni gusi blakang skali so susah dia nk jahit… 


time dia wat minor surgery 2, sakit time dia toreh je la… and kat gusi 2 xrasa pape..cume kdg2 time dia nk potong gusi 2, dia nye tgn tkna bibir aku then bibir aku tkena gigi aku..gigi2 dh le tajam2… byk kali gak la mata aku berair..
nk wat cmne, bibir beso la katakan…


Doc-“seminggu lagi dtg ye, buang benang”


okeh..begitulah ceritanye di klinik gigi tersebut,..but that’s not the end…
time aku bk moto blk utp dr klinik 2, bese la bwk moto ada bonggol2 so time moto aku bump2 tu, mmg la sgt terasa gusi aku tersbut…


smpai skrang, gusi aku masih sakit, makan painkiller xda kesan… maybe awal2 mcm ni kot… smalam time maghrib aku trus tdo sbb aku xleh nk wat pape langsung akibat kesakitan yg amatla horror… tp Alhamdulillah, sng nk tdo smalam, xda la rasa sgt sakit time tdo.. ble bgn, sakit blk… 


so kwn2, aku rasa kalo korg sense gusi korg mcm tlebih tumbuh, g la cpt2 jmpe dentist… aku rasa aku sakit cmni sbb gusi aku 2 tlebih sgt2 so sbb 2 cebisan yg aku nmpak 2 pnjang… kalo g jmpe awal2, maybe xsakit cmni… kejap2 darah balik..telan air liur skrang pun rasa darah…


nantikan twilight versi utp… hahahahha…..